A Bit About The Real Me.

                   So now that you know all about my family, maybe you want to know a bit about me? I hope so. So I'm 15 my birthday is May 10, I am a cheerleader (I'm the flyer:D), and I am a softball player. I've taught myself a lot of gymnastic-type stuff, so I'm pretty flexible, I play the flute and guitar and am about to start piano lessons, and I also sing (especially in the shower). I just got a dress-form, which is a type of mannequin and a sewing machine, so I've been doing so much upcycling of my clothes! I love clothes and shoes... I have 5 pairs of heels, 2 pairs of sneakers, cheering shoes, 1 pair of skater shoes, 2 pairs of boots, a pair of wedges, a pair of boat shoes, a pair of strappy sandals, and a pair of converse boots. I'm both girly and rugged, if that makes any sense, hehe. I swim so much I'm surprised I haven't grown gills, and I'm a "social butterfly". I love meeting and talking to new people so if you have any questions or comments or just need someone to talk to you can email me ( haiileyyfaiithh@gmail.com ), follow me on twitter ( @haiileyyfaiithh) or just leave me a comment:)


                ~H.                                                                                                         




                                 This is Me!

A Bit Of My Family.

            So I guess you're going to need some info on my family. You already know my mom and dad, my sister Katie, and my aunt Shannon. Next there are my cousins Sadie and Sarah and their mom, my aunt Tracy. My grandmother (my moms mom)  Linda and my grandfather Bill. My grandmother raised Sadie and Sarah. Sadie is now 16 and lives with Sarah who is 21 and her 2 year old son Maison as well as Sarahs baby daddy Andy and Sadie's 19 year old boyfriend Nate lives with them as well. All seems fine and dandy in this house doesn't it? Too bad its not... not long ago Sadie and Andy decided to go out into the four-wheeler trades to smoke some marijuana, and Andy wanted to get in Sadies pants, Sadie said no, but Andy didn't take no for an answer. To make matters even worse, Sarah believed Andy when he said Sadie was lying, believed her boyfriend over her own sister. Aunt Tracy is a recovering alcoholic who lives with my grandmother. My aunt Shannon just recently got out of prison, for possession of cocaine, also resides with my grandmother, is a recovering drug addict/alcoholic. So there's a little background for you.


                 ~H

A Bit About Me.

                   Hi Guys! So this is my first blog. but I know I'm going to love it. I can't post too often because I don't have a cell phone, computer, or wifi where I live but I have neighbors and family who do. So if I'm going to tell my story I better start at the beginning. I was born May 10, 1999 my mother is Cathy Allen and my father is Timothy Wilson. When I was born my mom and dad were both 19, and on the 26th of June that same year they were married! And we all lived happily ever after, until the end of the wedding. You see, at that point my moms sister and the love of my fathers life, Shannon, moved in with us. My parents split soon after, and I stayed with my mom and visited my dad every other weekend. Not long after that, my mother had my sister and also got into some heavy partying and all that that entails; drinking & drugs, and not just marijuana but heavy drugs such as heroin, and cocaine. My father tried to get to me to keep me safe from my moms friends, no, drug buddies and from herself, but my mother forbid him from seeing me until I was about 4 or 5. We lived in a trailer park, the same park as my aunt and cousins, and my mother and my sisters father would fight, mostly because of my mothers partying and belligerent behavior. I specifically remember being so scared at one point I rode my bike to my aunts house, and within moments my mom showed up in the car. She beat the hell out of me with the belt. There were nights I was up all night because she would come home so drunk she would turn the radio all the way up, smash things, the whole 9 yards. I would get my 7 year-old self and 5 year old sister ready for school day after day, while my mother slept off her hang-over on the couch. While I was in 3rd grade my mom was incarcerated for some drug-related charge, and I went to live with my dad. That was probably the biggest miracle of my life. Then I met Kim, and her daughter Amelia. Kim was there for me when my mom wasn't, from my first boyfriend, fights with my best-friend, fights with my mom, and even going through puberty. She was with me for 5 years, I helped raise Amelia, she was basically my sister. I loved her more than anyone in the world. And then one day, she just left, but she knew she was leaving and she promised me that it wouldn't affect our relationship, but she never called me I always had to call her, and one day she changed her number. And now I don't have either, and sometimes it feels like when they left, they took my heart with them. And that brings us to today. 
                             
                             ~H